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se your eyes, close your eyes, I am your brother” 。"Mo Yao said, Xiaobai suddenly closed his eyes. Mo Yao's warm breath was beside his earlobes, with a panicked roar, "Wake up, it's me, you're no long...Seven days have passed, and there's still no news of Mo Yao. If a person disappears for three days without being found, the chances of survival are very low. Mo Xiaobai refuses to give up hope, sending people out again and again to search, using all the resources at his disposal to find Mo Yao

However, Mo Yao was like a drop of water falling into the sea, merging with the seawater and disappearing without a trace, never to be found again. 。The Mohist school these days, gloom and despair. 。On the smooth surface of the harbor, Mo Xiaobai didn't dare to cry in front of them. He didn't dare to smile nonchalantly in front of them, nor did he dare to talk nonsense again. He had lost all his qualifications. 。Mo Xiaobai received Ji Bing's phone call seven days later. He tidied himself up and went to the hotel to find Ji Bing. In these seven days, he had been searching non-stop, hoping to see a glimmer of hope. He hadn't slept much, barely ate, and his eyes were bloodshot. He looked quite haggard. 。Ji Bing looked even more haggard than Xiaobai. Her eyes were still swollen, and she had cried for a long time. Ji Bing waited for Xiaobai in the hotel's cafe. She was afraid that if she stayed in the hotel, she would burst into tears and beg Xiaobai not to leave. 。

Xiaobai……

Xiaobai sat across from her, ordered a glass of lemonade, and Ji Bing watched his dispirited appearance. Her heart ached. Although Xiaobai had left so ruthlessly to find someone else, leaving her alone in the auditorium to become a joke, she still hoped he would be well.

"Has your brother been found yet" Ji Bing asked. Mo Yao's disappearance hadn't made the news, but with such a big thing happening, Ji Bing would surely know something. Just looking at Xiaobai's expression, you could tell that Mo Yao hadn't been found yet. 。Perhaps it died, perhaps it disappeared. 。It's been seven days, the probability of him coming back is not high. 。Little White shook his head and said softly, "I will find him." 。It has been seven days. 。“Jibing said softly, Mo Xiaobai said in a low voice, “I will definitely find him.” 。"

Jibing's eyes welled up, her lips pursed with a hint of bitterness. Xiaobai was so certain, so persistent. Was there really no hope for her Xiaobai looked at Jibing and said softly, "Jibing, I'm sorry, I hurt you" 。"I don't know why, you keep going back and forth. I was uneasy even before we got married, especially when I saw you with Mo Yao, I felt even more uneasy. I always felt that he was more important to you than me." 。I kept reassuring myself that you guys are brothers, and it's natural to be so close. I shouldn't overthink things. Turns out my intuition was right; I should trust a woman's intuition. 。"Jibing smiled wryly, “Xiaobai, you said that you’ve always loved him, then what am I”

Xiaobai looked at Jibing calmly, “I'm sorry!”

Jibing shook his head, “Don’t say sorry, I know I lost. But I don’t know, what am I in your heart Since you’ve always loved him, why did you come to attract me Why did you attract me and then give up again You have to make me understand..." 。She wasn't so hysterical, nor was she so crazy. She just wanted an answer, a long-awaited answer. She would rather believe that Xiaobai was truly sincere towards her and not insincere. 。“I’ve always pretended to avoid his feelings, I didn't dare accept them, I was afraid of such intense emotions, I was afraid that my brother and I would truly fall in love, I was afraid... inexplicably afraid, my heart couldn't accept it. I've always treated him as my brother, suddenly wanting him to be my lover, I can’t…” 。

I've grown accustomed to his love and care. He always pampers me and tolerates my whims. In fact, I tested his feelings; I constantly had different girlfriends, but it seemed like my brother didn't care at all. No matter how many girlfriends I had, he remained indifferent.

It seems like it would be okay for my brother if I were with a woman. 。He loves me, and whether or not I love him is a different matter. He seems to need my love, as long as he loves me. 。I am going through a rebellious phase. I was insecure from a young age, and he's always so proud. I feel like I've made the wrong choices, gone astray, and I'm increasingly avoiding his feelings; I don't want this relationship anymore. 。I've never been in a relationship, and I don't know if I've gone astray. My brother hasn't told me that it's wrong either. He loves and cares for me; he doesn't want me to be burdened. 。Until I met you, your dependence made me feel valuable, so I enjoy being with you. 。Ji Bing, I really like you and want to spend my life with you, but... I can't do it now. 。I can't give up on him anymore. My brother waited for me for so many years, and I hurt him for so many years. Now it's my turn to wait for him, no matter how long it takes, I will wait. 。"You're just guilty..." "It's not guilt, I truly understood this matter in Berlin. After he hit me, I slowly figured things out. I wanted to go back and tell him clearly, that I wouldn't allow him to treat Bai Liu well, and then... I got into trouble." 。"Mo Xiaobai spoke about this matter very openly, calmly facing that dark period, "During my time in prison, if I hadn't kept the thought of not dying, not holding onto resentment towards my brother and dying, not being able to see him again, and saying sorry before death, otherwise, I would have ruined him" 。If I hadn't held onto that belief, I would have died in prison a long time ago. 。I made it through, just to be with him. I only want to spend the rest of my life with my brother, living a good life. I want to give him the best of me, and I want to love him tenfold, a hundredfold. 。This is not guilt... I am the one who should feel guilty towards you. 。“

Ji Bing frowned, Xiaobai looked at Ji Bing, "The only person I've ever accidentally killed in my life is your fiancé. It happened at your engagement ceremony. I got the wrong person and accidentally killed him" 。Later the church exploded, and your parents also died. Only you survived. You witnessed their deaths, were traumatized, and lost your memory. I'm so sorry. If I had investigated a little further, today you would be a very happy wife with a two-year-old child. It was me who caused you to lose everything, so I want to make amends to you. 。"

Ji Bing opened her eyes wide, staring incredulously at Xiaobai. Xiaobai said slowly, "I'm telling the truth. At your engagement ceremony, you not only lost your fiance, but also your parents and your child. I owe you a home" 。After you woke up, you relied on me wholeheartedly. I originally wanted to compensate you in another way and make your life better, but your dependence and trust made me gradually infatuated. In my whole life, I've never met someone who relies on me as wholeheartedly as you do, who needs me. I feel responsible for taking care of you, and besides that, I love you so much. I once thought that no matter what, I would give you a home. I will be better to you than your fiancé ever was. I will make my parents treat you well, and I will give you children... 。I've thought a lot, a lot.... Ji Bing, I am really sorry. 。" she hasn't worn makeup in the past few years. The things are pretty and just sitting there unused. She doesn't really use skincare products either, but MuMu still packed up a few of her commonly used...