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d!A zoo! ... This seems like a place that only kids are interested in going to!Then... then to the Martyrs' Monument... that seems even weirder! It just feels so out of place for someone like Rong Lin...Chapter name: 155
She had lost a significant amount of weight. When she was held, her body felt light as a feather. (..) Her face was noticeably thinner, with little flesh left. Her complexion also had a sickly pallor. And her body... there was no need to elaborate; it felt like her bones were sharp and uncomfortable to the touch!
He--could it really be negligence!
Jiang rode the wind, raising his head and letting out a long sigh!
She was discharged from the hospital, and he never contacted her again. After all, he also found it difficult to face her. Because if it wasn't for her, his younger brother wouldn't have had that kind of accident, and wouldn't have left the world during his prime. So, he couldn't bear to meet her! Yes, he did have a good feeling for her, but... how could he not have that resentment that always lingered in his mind So he simply ignored her, thinking, "Just let it be, out of sight, out of mind."
He didn't expect that, in fact, she was also a victim, and she wasn't feeling well either. Among so many people, the one who couldn't let it go the most was probably the person involved herself.
Only now did he truly understand the meaning of his brother's last words!
To say willingly...
Tell him to protect Lin Meng well...
He said he liked her……
In fact, he was subtly telling his older brother that for this girl, no matter what he did, he would be happy to do it, even sacrificing his life! He told Lin Meng to live well and entrusted himself to take good care of Lin Meng. This was because he had anticipated everything. Although his younger brother sometimes did foolish things, after all, he was a descendant of the Lao Jiang family, and his mind was actually meticulous. Before he died, he had already thought of everything he could think of.
He anticipated that Lin Meng would feel guilty and might even self-harm. Telling Lin Meng to live well was one aspect; he didn't want to entrust his brother again, which was another. With these two measures in place, he could ensure that Lin Meng would live on and get through this difficult time!
The river carried the wind, sighing. It was his fault. He had been too deeply affected by his brother's death and hadn't thought enough. He had missed this point, causing this girl so much pain!
Actually, he should have talked to this girl himself instead of letting Rong Ling, an outsider, remind him!
Actually, I should have taken this girl under my wing and taken good care of her. This is actually also the expectation of my younger brother. What he wants is for her to be well! What he paid with his life for was truly her safety!
Jian Chengfeng looked at Lin Meng, a look of emotion appearing on his face. Between his brows and eyes, he slowly became more gentle. Reaching out, he gently wiped away the tears from the corner of her eye with his finger.
"Little Wave, before it was my fault, I was wrong. You can rest assured, brother knows what to do now, and from now on, he will take good care of her..."
He muttered to himself, in a daze, he seemed to hear his younger brother's hehe laughter. His mind naturally recalled the image of him scratching his head shyly and awkwardly!
Then, he also smiled softly.
A smile, warm like the spring breeze!
This is the first release from XiaoXiang Academy.
Lin Meng slept very soundly this dream. However, waking up would inevitably lead to disappointment. The person sitting beside her wasn't Jiang Po Lang, but Jiang Cheng Feng. The two brothers were too similar in appearance, and she was so confused and longing that she mixed them up. But once she woke up, there was no way to confuse them anymore.
Turns out, it wasn't Arlang...
She blinked, a mocking smile playing on her lips as she realized how naive she'd been! People didn't come back from the dead. There was no way Alang could be standing before her, alive and smiling.
Jiang Cheng had been staring at her the whole time, and as soon as she woke up, he knew it. Watching her eyes transition from their initial calmness to a dullness that followed, his heart clenched with each passing moment.
I feel sorry for her, but I can't spoil her.
"Do you know what you're doing!" he scowled, glaring at her with severity in his voice.
For Jiang Chengfeng, Lin Meng instinctively had respect. Moreover, he was Jiang Polang's brother, and she also felt guilty and ashamed. To him, she only had the duty of being obedient.
She looked at him, at a loss!
"Before Xiaolang died, what did he say to you Don't tell me, you've forgotten everything!"
She trembled her lips, and the image of Jiang PoLang dying in her arms flashed across her mind. Her tears started flowing again uncontrollably.
Jiang rode the wind, every step pressing closer. He barked coldly, "Lin Meng, tell me, what did Xiao Lang say to you before he died! Repeat what he said to you!"
Lin Meng trembled, her heart aching so badly she could hardly breathe, tears welling up in her eyes. "He... he said... he wanted me to... live a good life..."
"Have you done it! Have you lived a good life! He risked his life to save you, so that you would waste your body like this! With this ghostly appearance of yours, are you worthy of Xiao Lang! Do you want him to die in peace!"
"I… I'm not…"
She cried in protest!
"Isn't it!" she often sneered. "Xiao Lang's affection for you, you should know it yourself! If he saw you like this, he would definitely be distressed and unable to sleep or eat! I thought you were a smart girl who understood Xiao Lang's feelings and knew that what he did was all to let you live well, happily. But now you are like this, simply too disappointing! Lin Meng, I look down on you, and I even want to beat you up! You are betraying Xiao Lang's expectations, you are wasting Xiao Lang's sacrifice!"
"Brother Jiang!" Lin Meng cried out in a sharp voice, her eyes wide with tears flowing like a spring. "Brother Jiang, I'm sorry...I'm so sorry..."
"Don't apologize to me!" Jiang Chengfeng's tone was full of impatience and anger. "If you're going to apologize, you should apologize to Xiao Lang!"
“I… sniffle… it’s my fault… I… sniffle… I killed him… I’m a murderer… I killed him…”
"Bang!"
A heavy slap landed on Lin Meng's face.
Lin Meng raised her eyes, trembling as she touched her face, but what she saw was Jiang Chengfeng's angry face, on the verge of exploding.
He glared at Lin Meng, his black eyes burning with black fire.
"Lin Meng, don't say things like that anymore!" He growled through gritted teeth. "Don't insult Xiao Lang's feelings for you! He saved you willingly! Remember, he did it willingly!"
She was stunned!
Jiang Cheng continued to roar, his voice cold and sharp. "Being able to save you was the happiest thing for him. He died with a smile on his face! A smile, do you understand!"
“He would be happy even if he died, as long as he could see you living well. But what about you You actually think that you killed Xiao Lang and then treat yourself so poorly! I say, aren't you a real jerk! You trampled on Xiao Lang's affection for you! You ruined yourself like this, how can you bear to do this to him! He was even afraid that you would be wronged, and he asked me to take care of you. What about me How can I bear this! All these things that my younger brother sacrificed his life to get back, are they truly not worth your cherishing!”
Jiang's words, sharp and severe as a gale, struck Lin Meng like a bolt from the blue. The fog that had always shrouded her path, obscuring her vision and leaving her lost and confused, suddenly dissipated.
It was her fault, she got it wrong!
Ai Lang, how could she possibly justify her actions to Ai Lang!
He said to let her live well, how could she repay him!
"Woooooo... I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I was wrong... I was wrong..."
She cried her eyes out!
Jiang Cheng squinted, his expression still stern.
"Since you know you were wrong, then live a good life for me! I'm telling you, your life now isn't just your own anymore, it belongs to Xiao Lang too. You not only have to live for yourself, but also live well for Xiao Lang. If you truly can't let go of that guilt in your heart, then you should live even better, live happily. The happier you live, the happier Xiao Lang will be, and the less you'll disappoint him for his sacrifice. So, live well, live happily, understand!"
He cupped her face in his hands and looked at her sternly.
She cried and nodded heavily.
"Live well, live happily!" he frowned, his expression serious.
She opened her lips, repeating chokedly on one side. "Live well... Live happily..."
He was satisfied, he retracted his hand but suddenly pulled her into his embrace. His voice softened abruptly, so softly it seemed like water could be squeezed out.
"Mumu, please don't worry me anymore, okay Don't worry Little Lang either!" It was said with a touch of heartbreaking pleading!
Her heart skipped a beat, and she nodded silently, burying her face in his arms as she wept loudly.
He held her, the coldness on his face had vanished, replaced only by tangled worry and heartache.
"Be good... I know you're not feeling well... Let it all out, cry your heart out... I'll listen for Little Wave... Just this once, okay... You know he hates seeing you cry the most... Just this once..."
She cried even harder!
He sighed, stroking her head gently with one hand while patting her back with the other. He soothed her in a soft voice.
“Good girl… It’s okay…It’s alright… No one will blame you… We all want you to be well…No one will blame you… You’re a good girl…A good girl… Won’t blame you… Never will.”
"...After you cry this time, don't cry anymore, okay Be happy and cheerful. We all hope you will be happy and cheerful..."
"...cry it out... from now on, you'll be happy, okay"
She nodded haphazardly, and finally, she cried out until she fainted in his arms.
He held the thin, tiny bundle in his arms and couldn't help but sigh, his brows furrowing into two tight knots. She was so thin; she really needed to be well-fed. He gently placed her back on the bed and looked at her tear-stained face, his heart clenching with pain. He brought over some warm water and wiped her face. Looking at her pale little cheeks, he lowered his head in tenderness and pressed a kiss to her forehead.
From now on, let him protect her!
However, we can't rush things, let's take it slow!
What kind of attitude was Rong Ling really He was a bit enigmatic! At the hospital, from what Rong Ling said, it seemed like he wouldn't be involved with her anymore. But matters of the heart aren't things you can just cut off by saying so. There are many things that are hard to explain, tangled and messy. At least, while Lin Meng was hospitalized, he sensed that besides the officers sent by her father to protect her, there were other people lurking outside her ward, also seemingly there to protect her.
Under those circumstances, those lurking in the shadows were most likely sent by Rong Ling.
However, judging from Lin Meng's words, Rong Sanbo does not allow her to be with Rong Ling. That old fox of the Rong family, his authority is not to be defied, and Rong Ling probably cannot provoke him at will. Therefore, for Lin Meng's and her family's safety, Rong Ling should also maintain a proper distance from her.
That's why Rong Ling called her to find Lin Meng and persuade Lin Meng to stay away from the chaotic places like bars, instead of him, Rong Ling, going out in person himself, isn't it!
Jiang Chengfeng narrowed his eyes, but he still couldn't fully guess Rong Ling's thoughts. A man who held such a high position and was so unfathomable, it was estimated that no one in the world could guess his thoughts! Otherwise, he wouldn't be Rong Ling, nor the head of the Rong family!
Let's not worry about anything else for now. At the very least, this girl in front of him needs to be properly taken care of. She can't stay by his side. For her heartbroken parents and all their relatives and friends, he can't possibly have her around during this time. He needs to find someone else, someone who isn't too close but is trustworthy, to take care of her.
This girl, all she needs right now is a peaceful atmosphere.
If there are more storms and waves, she might really be crushed by them!
Because she is too small and too frail!
So, after Lin Meng woke up, tidied up, and had a good meal, she moved to a new place again. You could say she'd moved into a new home.
Jiang Xiaohe, though she bears the surname Jiang, is not related to the Jiang family. She's simply a friend of Jiang Chengfeng. The twenty-six-year-old owns both a car and a house and works at a psychological studio. Perhaps because she's a psychologist, she comes across as humble and approachable, with a smile often gracing her lips.
"From now on, it'll be a bother for Mengmeng!" Jiang Chengfeng smiled faintly, facing Jiang Xiaoxiao.
“Hee hee, where did you say that I should be thanking you. Such a big house, living alone in it sometimes feels really lonely. Now, finally someone has come to keep me company, hee hee. You, Judge Jiang, are truly a good person. You know what I need and immediately brought me someone.”
The woman skillfully used words to coax away the awkwardness from Lin Meng's heart. Afterwards, she warmly took hold of Lin Meng's hand, her curved eyes nearly smiling into a crescent moon.
"Hee hee, your name is Lin Meng, right Hee hee, what a beautiful name. But you're even more beautiful than your name. Hee hee, Judge Jiang, thank you for finding such a pretty little girl to live with me. It's simply a feast for the eyes. I guess I'll be in a good mood every day from now on..."
Lin Meng chuckled and her face blushed slightly. She softly replied, "You're beautiful too, sister. Please take care of me from now on..."
The woman's eyes lit up at the sound, and without a word she embraced Lin Meng tightly, overcome with delight. "Oh my, how beautiful, how beautiful..."
For a time, there was great harmony and joy.
Lin Meng just moved in like that. Jiang Xiaoxiao's house was large, a four-bedroom, two-hall layout, and she lived there alone. It's no wonder she said living alone felt spacious. Jiang Xiaoxiao didn't even think about charging Lin Meng rent, but Lin Meng insisted on paying it. She didn't want to be supported by others; she wanted to be able to support herself to some extent. Although the rent wasn't much, Jiang Xiaoxiao couldn't resist her and symbolically accepted 800 yuan a month from her. It was still all-inclusive, but for Lin Meng, handing over this money made her feel more dignified.
She still had some money on her. When she attempted suicide and was hospitalized before, Lin Bao wanted Lin Meng to go home with him, but Lin Meng had a promise with Xiao Yi, so she shook her head and refused. At that time, Lin Bao left, but he left Lin Meng a bank card with 100,000 yuan in it. She followed Xiao Yi, and there was no place where she really needed to use the money, so this money had never been touched much.
As for the nearly 300,000 yuan she took when she escaped from Rong Ling and sold her jewelry, after the police confirmed that what she said was true, they returned it to Rong Ling immediately instead of Lin Meng. At that time, Rong Ling wanted to prevent Lin Meng from taking the money and foolishly running away again, so he directly confiscated the money and did not give it to Lin Meng.
So, in the end, there was less than 100,000 yuan left in Lin Meng's bank card! Over these past few days, she had spent a lot of money on various things. She paid back the surgery fees, hospitalization expenses, hotel bills, travel expenses, and bar expenses. Especially at Tianjie Nightclub, her spending was quite high, probably thousands of yuan every time. So all in all, there wasn't much left in her card, totaling less than 30,000 yuan. After Lin Meng paid Jiang Xiaohui 4,800 yuan for six months' rent, there was just over 20,000 yuan left on the card.
Fortunately, there's still some room for maneuver. 20,000 yuan is still a very hopeful amount for her.
It seems, everything has settled down. Her life, in the short term, has also found a place.
Relaxed and at ease, all tiredness suddenly came rushing in!
She was tired, more tired than ever before, and she just wanted to rest!
Although Jiang Cheng's words enlightened her, it truly takes time to let go of Jiang Yanli's death!
During the six months she rents this place, she plans to take a good rest. After catching her breath, she'll carefully plan her life for the next six months, deciding whether to work, or work while studying!
So, she slept, spending a great deal of time sleeping, drifting off into darkness.
Jiang Cheng would occasionally come by, hearing about her from Jiang Xiaoyan. He was a bit worried. But Jiang Xiaoyan just smiled and shook her head, saying that this was actually quite normal. Sleeping allowed one to release a lot of pressure, so letting her sleep more wouldn't hurt! It also gave her a chance to properly recuperate her body.
Of course, Jiang Xiaoxiao, the psychological counselor, also played a good role as a psychological healing agent. Through her silent communication with Lin Meng, she gradually helped her get out of the emotional gray area. Every conversation with Jiang Xiaoxiao benefited Lin Meng immensely. She felt the narrowness of her own perspective and realized that she had placed too much emphasis and attachment on external things.
Jiang Xiaoxie always says that life is fleeting, just seventy or eighty years at most, like a white horse galloping past in the blink of an eye. It's actually a moment, so we should cherish life and live it happily. Whatever makes you happy, just live that way! Besides, heaven can be unpredictable, who knows if a sudden disaster will happen tomorrow, taking your life away. So we should live joyfully even more.
Jiang Xiaoxiao taught Lin Meng how to relax and how to face the things around her with a more tolerant and composed attitude....
In short, that's how it was. A smile gradually appeared on Lin Meng's face. Under the care of Jiang Xiaoxiao, a chef with exceptional culinary skills, the flesh on her body slowly increased. Her complexion also gradually became rosy.
She looks pretty healthy now!
When Jiang Xiao's bookshelves were about halfway full of psychological books, Lin Meng went out of the house. From time to time, she would go for a walk with Jiang Xiao on the street, then come back with round bellies after eating.
Although the autumn wind outside was bleak and leaves were scattered on the ground, the pain in Lin Meng's heart gradually eased with the cold autumn breeze.
One day, Jiang Xiaoxiao came back from the studio, carrying a big skewer of meat skewers in her hand. She went into the house, took off her shoes, and shouted loudly.
"Mengmeng, there's delicious food! Come quick!"
Lin Meng was leisurely lounging on the sofa, watching TV. As soon as she heard this, she sprang up.
"What's good to eat!"
Jiang Xiaoxiao smiled and waved something in her hand. Lin Meng looked, swallowed nervously, and took it over.
"I'm going to heat up the microwave. It feels a little cold already. This stuff is delicious when it's hot!"
Recently, she has a big appetite and seems to accept anything edible. It feels like she's addicted to snacks. Lin was delighted to enter the kitchen, taking out skewers of mutton from the plastic bag and placing them on a microwave dish. Somehow, as the smell of meat wafted over, she suddenly felt a bit nauseous.
Frowning, she put all the skewers into a dish and then placed it in the microwave to heat. When the time was up, she opened the microwave, and the smell that hit her face intensified the nausea she already felt. She gagged, forcing down the feeling of revulsion. Turning around, she carried the dish into the living room, frowning again.
"Little Xie Jie, where did you buy your mutton skewers!"
That's the Bailixiang we always go to!
"Oh!"
"What's wrong" Jiang Xiaoxiao had already taken off her jacket and changed into a more relaxed house dress.
Lin Meng raised her hand, grabbed a skewer of meat, brought it to her nose and sniffed it, then frowned and asked, "Is it not cooked through Why does it smell so nauseating!"
"No way!" Jiang Xiaoxiao hurried over, took a look, and said, "It should be cooked through. I bought it from his house, that family does business pretty well, I watched him make it myself!"
Lin Meng thought for a moment, "Maybe I'm too sensitive!"
Having said that, he picked up the skewer of meat in his hand and happily ate it.
As soon as she entered, that nauseating feeling intensified. She wanted to stop eating, but thinking it would be a waste, she frowned, forced down the feeling of disgust, and ate a few more pieces. When she just bit into a large piece of fatty meat, the greasy oil gushing into her mouth made her jolt, she covered her mouth and ran to the bathroom. "Ugh!" she cried, vomiting everything she had just eaten into the toilet.
Jiang Xiao's voice came from behind, concerned. "Are you okay!"
Lin Meng was speechless, her hands trembling. She retched several times before managing to contain herself.
"This meat must be bad!" she muttered weakly, her brow furrowed.
Jiang Xiaoxiao frowned and pondered, "It shouldn't be, right! They are all regular customers. I haven't noticed anything off. It feels the same as before…"
Lin Meng wiped her mouth and stood up.
Jiang Xiaoxiao didn't believe in ghosts, so she returned to the living room and stared closely at the skewers of mutton. She couldn't see anything unusual about them, so she picked one up and ate it again. She didn't feel anything strange when she ate it either.
Lin Meng slowly walked over and sat down, but kept a distance from the plate of lamb skewers, looking wary. This made Jiang Xiaoxiao laugh.
"Mumu, did you steal something and eat it Come clean! You can't blame our beautiful meat skewers!"
Lin Meng pouted, "Fruit doesn't count! I ate some fruit before you came!"
Jiang Xiaoxie shook her head and looked up at Lin Meng. Her face didn't look good, it seemed she really didn't get along with these skewers. Just then, the nanny came back from buying groceries. Jiang Xiaoxie immediately pulled the nanny over to eat skewers. The nanny smiled and ate them without any problems.
"Looks like this skewer is having a run-in with you today!"
Jiang Xiaoxiao shrugged her shoulders and finally came to this conclusion.
However, in the evening, Lin Meng vomited again. This time, it was caused by the fish soup that the nanny had cooked. Usually, the fish soup was tender and delicious, but today, Lin Meng only smelled it a few times before running to the bathroom and throwing up!
Jiang Xiaoxiao listened to the sounds from the bathroom, her face becoming solemn. She glanced at the bowl of fish soup that had just been placed in front of Lin Meng, then looked at the nanny. The nanny also had a bad look on her face. She leaned towards Jiang Xiaoxiao and said hesitantly, "Look at her... isn't she... isn't she..."
The nanny was speechless. She worked for people and shouldn't interfere in their matters. Besides, Lin Meng was too young. For such a little girl to be said to be pregnant wouldn't be good for her reputation!
"Don't talk too much!" Jiang Xiaoxiao's face turned cold, and a strange sense of nobility suddenly emanated from her, making people feel pressured. The nanny immediately hummed in response and shut her mouth.
"Quickly take this fish soup off the stove!" Jiang Xiaohe commanded in a soft voice, raising an eyebrow slightly, looking as elegant and graceful as a nobleman!
The nanny went away.
When Lin Meng came out of the restroom, there was no trace of the fish soup on the table. Jiang Xiaoxiao was no longer as cold and sharp as before, a faint smile reappeared on her face, still looking very approachable.
"Mumu, maybe I'll go with you to the hospital for a checkup tomorrow. Don't tell me you're sick!" Jiang Xiaoxiao said with a smile, casually letting out a sentence.
Lin Meng was stunned for a moment, then nodded, but added: "Don't bother, I can go myself!"
Living in someone else's home, getting sick, it's never a good thing. She really should go see a doctor, not wanting her illness to be from drinking too much earlier! That night, Lin Meng slept restlessly and was very worried about what kind of sickness she might have!
The next day, although Lin Meng said not to bother Jiang Xiaoxie, Jiang Xiaoxie still accompanied Lin Meng to the hospital. Her psychotherapy studio work was very relaxed, with time completely under her control. She could go or not, and it wasn't like Lin Meng was keeping her from work.
Jiang Xiaohe said this, Lin Meng had no choice but to let Jiang Xiaohe go to the hospital with her.
After listening to Lin Meng's symptoms, the doctor paused for a moment before asking how long it had been since her last menstrual period. Lin Meng was taken aback, and only then did she realize that her period seemed to have been absent for quite some time. When she first arrived at Jiang Xiaoxiao's place, she spent her days eating and sleeping, with life feeling aimless and hazy. She hadn't paid attention to such details back then. Now that she thought about it, ever since moving into Jiang Xiaoxiao's home, her period had never returned.
"Go to the gynecologist!" The gastroenterologist didn't say a word and sent Lin Meng straight to the gynecology department.
Lin Meng's heart began to feel uneasy. Clutching Jiang Xiaoxiao's hand, she even started to tremble.
"Little Hee Jie..."
She pitifully called out to Jiang Xiaoxiao.
Jiang Xiaoxiao smiled softly and comforted her. "It's okay, let's take a look first and then talk about it. Don't scare yourself!"
After a series of examinations, she sat before a female doctor. The doctor glanced at the test results and looked up, her eyes scanning Lin Meng sharply, her brow furrowing heavily!
"Are you pregnant Do you want to keep the baby or not"
The doctor looked at the face before him, far too young. His voice, formulaic and cold like a machine, stated, “This girl is too young, she's underage. She simply doesn't have the capacity to raise a child.” A wave of disgust flashed through the female doctor's heart. "What on earth has happened to these children!" She had encountered far too many girls like Lin Meng, each one found pregnant, either crying and begging or mourning as if in grief. In the end, almost without exception, they all chose abortion!
This way of treating life as a game, casually trampling on it, left the female doctor feeling helpless, heartbroken, yet strangely numb!
Though Lin Meng had a general idea of the outcome, when she heard it confirmed by the doctor, she couldn't help but widen her eyes in disbelief. She stared fixedly at the lab reports!
After that, she trembled slightly!
Pregnancy!
She's pregnant!
"You're two months pregnant. You need to decide quickly whether to keep the child or not. After three months, it will be much harder to terminate." The female doctor said in a cold, almost robotic tone. "What about your boyfriend Didn't he come with you You should discuss this with him. After all, this child is also his, see what his attitude is!"
In an instant, Lin Meng's face turned pale!
The doctor sighed woodenly, thinking to himself that this child was most likely beyond saving. At a glance, the girl's condition clearly indicated she was merely the product of irresponsibility!
Maybe it was because the girl was too pure, or perhaps it was her tightly clenched lips and trembling form that stirred up pity in the female doctor. She couldn't help but add, "There's no rush about this child thing. You can go back and think it over carefully. If you truly decide to keep it later, your boyfriend will have to contribute financially as well; don't burden yourself alone! But don't drag it on for too long either, the longer you wait, the greater the harm it will do to your body if something were to happen."
Lin Meng hummed softly, her voice nasal. As she lowered her head to answer, two tears splashed out from her eyes.
The female doctor frowned again.
Jiang Xiaoxiao immediately reached out and pulled Lin Meng, the host of the building, into her arms, gently soothing her. "Good girl, it's okay, don't cry. It's just pregnancy, it's not a big deal, just think about it, don't cry, don't cry…"
The female doctor tapped the table with her finger and glanced at Lin Meng, who was increasingly looking like a child. She thought of her own daughter, who had just entered high school, and her heart softened. Her tone became softer, and she earnestly advised, "Lin Meng, right Don't cry. A child's matter isn't really a big deal. As long as you figure things out, everything can be solved. If you want to keep the child, think about whether you can raise it well and if you have the money to support it. Consider your family's opinion, whether your boyfriend is willing to take responsibility, and how your friends will view this situation. You need to think all of these things through. However, I see that you are very young; you wrote that you are only 16 years old. You are still a child yourself, and it would be difficult for you to raise a child. If you can't afford to raise a child, it might be better to have an abortion. We have excellent abortion facilities here that can safely help you terminate the pregnancy. But remember, learn from this experience and be more careful about matters of sex in the future!"
Although she said that, the doctor still prescribed her pregnancy-preserving medicine as usual, reminding her to be careful in the next period of time. She should pay attention to her diet and avoid drastic emotional swings!
Lin Meng was dazed and holding the medicine, her eyes red and runny as she went back with Jiang Xiaoxiao.
Jiang Xiaoxie helped Lin Meng onto the bed and pulled a blanket over her. After sitting beside her for a while, she softly said, "I think that doctor was right, Mengmeng. You really need to think carefully about this child matter before making any decisions. Don't be impulsive! If there's anything you don't understand, just tell me, and I'll help you brainstorm together!"
Lin Meng hummed in response, lifted her head, and smiled dryly. "Xiao Xie jie, please don't tell anyone about my pregnancy for now, okay! I need some time to think things through!"
Jiang Xiaoxiao smiled, reached out and hugged Lin Meng, encouraging her: "Good job! Mengmeng, I believe you will definitely figure it out!"
Jiang Xiaohe walked out, Lin Meng lay in bed, but couldn't fall asleep.
Pregnancy!
What a surprise!
This is something she never expected!
Before, she had foolishly shouted at Rong Ling about not using condoms and that she might get pregnant. She even told Rong Ling to buy birth control pills immediately. But Rong Ling talked about something called a "safe period" back then, implying that you wouldn't get pregnant during that time. She never quite understood what this meant, nor did she think much about it. In the end, she just left everything to Rong Ling. After all, Rong Ling was so capable; she wouldn't let anything go wrong.
So, when it came to contraception, she really hadn't put much thought into it! And luckily, nothing had ever happened.
Now, she is pregnant!
The doctor said it's been two months, so...
She did the math with her fingers, it should be...at the bar that time!
How could she get pregnant! She was fine before!
More importantly, she and Rong Ling are separated. Even when they bumped into each other at the bar that time, after she sobered up, he was gone, clearly not wanting to see her. But she unexpectedly got pregnant with his child!
What to do! What to do!
Lin Meng nervously began to bite her finger.
What if Rong Ling found out What would he do! Would he want this child! Can you have a child without getting married! He couldn't possibly marry her, could he Then could she give birth to the child! Even if she gave birth, how could she raise the child! Rong Ling will eventually have a wife from a good family. What if his wife bullies the child In the end, wouldn't this child end up just as miserable as herself!
Then... then, should we not tell Rong Ling! She can raise the child alone!
If they can be born, how can they be raised! The child is so small and fragile, she can barely raise herself, but where will the money come from to raise a child properly!
$20,000... $20,000, it's too little... It's too little...
Lin Meng began to regret, regretting her previous fall and extravagance. Otherwise, there would be more money left on her card!
But if she really does keep the child, what will happen when the child is born and faces a life without a father How will she cope She herself has suffered the pain of growing up without a mother, she knows how unbearable it is. To subject her own child to the same pain, can she do that Can she be so cruel and selfish
Should I keep the child! Should I tell Rong Ling!
These problems began to slowly torment her. She thought for a long time, but there was no answer!
In the blink of an eye, four days had passed. Jiang Chengfeng carried delicious food and walked to the door.
"Looking a bit pale Something on your mind" Seeing Lin Meng, he raised an eyebrow and asked.
Lin Meng pretended to be fine, afraid that Jiang Chengfeng would notice she was pregnant. She ran off to read some books.
Jiang Xiaoxiao took advantage of the situation to pull Jiang Chengfeng aside and whispered, "Mengmeng is pregnant!"
"What!" Jiang Chengfeng was so startled that he almost dropped his drink to the ground.
Jiang Xiaoxiao saw him like this and immediately understood. She said directly, "The child is not yours!"
Jiang Chen rode the wind, his face darkening.
Jiang Xiao'e curled her lips. "You probably know what's going on with this child, right! The doctor said we can't wait too long. The child is already two months old. We have to make a decision now about whether to keep her or not, otherwise it will be bad for her health if we delay!"
Jiang Chengfeng's eyebrows furrowed tightly, and he muttered under his breath, "Damn it!" How had things finally settled down only for this to happen again!
The three people ate dinner with their own thoughts. Afterwards, Jiang Xiaoxiao thoughtfully took the nanny out shopping, leaving only Jiang Chengfeng and Lin Meng in the house.
Jiang Cheng, riding the wind, had a plan in mind. He also calmed down at this time.
"Xiao Xie has already told me, what are you going to do about the child!"
Lin Meng widened her eyes and unconsciously pursed her lips. In fact, she also knew that her pregnancy wouldn't be able to be kept secret for too long. After all, Jiang Chengfeng came often. He was a very smart person, having handled so many cases, he could probably catch on to the truth from some clues!
"I…" She pursed her lips again, a troubled expression crossing her face. "I haven't decided yet!"
"Is the child Rong Ling's" he tentatively asked. Sure enough, Lin Meng nodded. Jiang Chengfeng felt anger flash through his heart and his disgust for Rong Ling deepened by another degree. He knew that Lin Meng was young and that pregnancy at such an early age could only be harmful to her, but Rong Ling hadn't taken the necessary safety measures. That man was simply a bastard! And thinking about it, two months ago was precisely when Rong Ling had publicly announced his breakup with Lin Meng. The man, even after breaking up, left this final blow, unforgivable!
"In my opinion, you should abort the child!" Jiang Chengfeng said indifferently.
Lin Meng widened her eyes, staring at him with some fear. Jiang Chengfeng saw resistance, conflict, and fear in her eyes! hate you so much. Mommy didn't used to cry, but now she cries often, it's all your fault. You're not allowed to call my mommy anymore, oh, no, you're not allowed to come see my mommy anymore, both me...